Dammit

I'm so so tired.

Did not accomplish anything in the last 3 hours I was online supposedly working on my FIS assignment. No textbook= very very payah. Sigh.

I don't feel so great inside... In other words, I'm depressed again. There is a part of me that really wants to sleep and just not wake up tomorrow. A teeny part. Makes me feel guilty for being so selfish.

I just feel sad.

And alone.

And empty.

Living a pointless, fruitless life.

I want Prozac.

Need happy pills.

Need therapy.

I want to stop feeling things. I want to be unfeeling for once.

Anyway. I'm really tired.

Screw you FIS. Screw you Accounting. Imma sleep now.

Nights.