All Better!

Well... Not totally, but hey I feel less depressed.

I was gonna drown in my misery and cry myself to sleep while listening to depressing songs, but I couldn't fall asleep.

Tzen was still awake and she was all hyper and excited about something that she just had to tell me so she came down to my room to do just that. Man was she hyper. She was bouncing everywhere. Picture Tzen jumping around in my room, Bella sitting on her chair morosely watching. We were like the polar opposite of each others' moods. She was so restless that we went out for a walk. I guess it did me good, or maybe our moods kinda clashed and leaked into each other, 'cause she sobered up and I was cheered up a little. Hehe. Sometimes I do love that biatch. Hahaha.

It's a beautiful, nice, COOL night. We actually felt chilled! Isn't that weirrrdddd?? (No not really, it isn't =)

Anyway part of why I was depressed is because of one *^^&$%^$8. Sometimes I feel like he's playing games with me. What do you want from me kan? Ee.

Speaking of depressing songs, I found another great Death Cab for Cutie track! Yay! I'm loving their songs! (Well two of them so far lah)

Enjoy~

I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab for Cutie

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me "Son, fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

(chorus)

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

(chorus)

Then I'll follow you into the dark...

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Loving it! Haha. And since it's still 26th February..... again, HIPPO BORTHODOX my lovely Rinni!! Hahaha. And I forgot to mention, I'm having a bit of a cough. Stupid, quite hard for me to sleep lar. Yeesh.