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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Here We Are Again

God, I can't believe we're at the end of another year again..... I know I sound like a broken record, but it just throws me off, how time can just get away from you.

Anyway, last year I did a round-up of the year with pictures. I'm too lazy to do that this year, because it entails scouring through a boatload of photos. So I'll just ramble. :)

This year, I think I've come to appreciate my friends a little bit more. To be honest, I think before I've been sort of taking some of them for granted. Like they're good for a laugh and all that, but it just seems surfacial (I don't think that's a real word but it's the only one that fits) somehow. But... I realised that it's hard to build the kind of rapport that I have with them, and I realised that I am totally at ease with them, and that I am truly myself when around them. They laugh at my lame jokes (or maybe they're just laughing at me), we never run out of things to talk about, I don't feel uncomfortable talking about personal stuff, and it's always fun with you guys. I really am grateful that we're friends. Damn, I'm actually getting choked up. Moving on!

For the new friendships I've made, I'm grateful for you too.

I also tried to work harder (more in the second half of the year though). I'm thinking that it paid off... We'll see in a week. I think with a little bit more discipline, I'll be flying high.... Ok maybe a lot more discipline. I refuse to let myself get lost again...

Next year I want to push myself even harder. I want to be able to juggle everything and do well. I think next year will be extra busy. I've signed myself up for more working hours. I'm quitting at the end of March to concentrate on exams though, then immediately after exams, work attachment!

Two things that I'm determined to do next year is work harder and save. I figured the fruits of saving would go towards rewarding myself for working hard. :) we'll see how it goes. It's all I've been thinking about this holiday though. Hahaha, it's sad I know. But that's what I'm determined to do!

Umm I guess that's it. Sadly I won't be celebrating the end of the year with a bang, but it's okay. I'll be spending it with family. One of my little cousin's birthday falls on new year's eve (COOL RIGHT?!) so we'll be going over to their place for STEAMBOAT.

2009! Here I come! HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS!! HUGSSSSSS

xoxo bella

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Monday, December 01, 2008

How Do I Feel This Good Sober?

If you're wondering why my titles are sounding a little random and cryptic lately, it's cos I've given up on coming up with titles that sounds good and that have anything to with the subject of my blog. I've decided to just use lyrics from songs that I like the sound of. Anyway you can have fun guessing which song it's from too (SEE IT DELIVERS MORE THAN ONE PURPOSE)

I'm holidaying like exams are over :/ Ah well.

I've been feeling angry lately because I think I've been feeling resentful (to certain individuals more than others) and I guess when that much resentment builds up you just can't control your reactions anymore. Resentment, it's the story of my life. I resent the fact that people take me for granted sometimes. I resent the fact that I am only your friend when it's convenient. I resent the fact that I can't be needy, and yet people expect me to take care of their needs. I resent that my life is nothing like I thought it would be. (Not depressed now, just feeling jaded. J-J-JADED)

I'm a little self-absorbed, lol. Meh. Whatever. Who isn't, anyway?

Tabs opened to: Facebook, Blogger, Cracked, National Geographic.

WHICH OF THESE THINGS DO NOT BELONG!

The squid with elbows creeps the hell out of me. HEHEHE I just searched for "gnomes" on the site. No show. DAMN!

Back to real life. And by that I mean I'm going to lie in bed and waste more time.

xoxo bella

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A Few Days Left

till I absolutely need to get started on revision. MEH! I was up all night working on my Spanish speech presentation thingamabob and was worrying like hell for it WHICH was pointless anyhoos because it ended up getting postponed to Saturday =____= what a waste of nerves, stress, sleeping time, and nausea. HAHAAH seriously I don't make sense most of the time.

Now I have that stupid MAC presentation to get started on but I feel soooo lazyyyyyy. I don't want to do it!! Grrr. Mainly because I think it's pointless lah, but whatevs. I think I'm just lazy....

I've been fighting with a mess of emotions inside of me, I swear if you prick me with a needle this whole mess of sludge will come out. Though please don't try. I will bleed and cry. :D

I identified with some random blogger as how she interpreted the university experience: When you're used to being the top of the class in high school, it will all go downhill in uni, because EVERYONE who got into uni was at the top of the class. Of course, I was just average in high school (because I was too lazy to study hard) so in uni I'm extra average. POO :(

Alriteys I gotta run now. Ciao bellas! :)

xoxo bella

ps: I didn't realise that they revamped the UBD website! lol, it's a vast improvement I have to say, but NO IAIN YOU STILL CAN'T ENTER :P I also find the banners that they hang along the roads very distracting while driving hehehe.

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Revel In The Chaos

Although I may bitch about how tired or busy I am sometimes, deep down I enjoy the flurry of activity. Keeping busy is the best way to distract yourself.

FM test was horrific. Seriously. I have no idea how I did :S Oh and random - I LOVE SPANISH! AND DR PAOLO! :D

I'm super tired atm, sleep deprivation for two days. Plus the heat. Plus beating my brain into a pulp for the test.

I read that Bill Gates is no longer the richest man in the world. Apparently, as a result of the financial crisis he lost a whopping $1.5 billion.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazehh!

His successor is this guy. Forgot his name. They called him Wizard of Omaha for some reason. Oh wait. Warren Buffett's net worth has actually gone UP by $8 billion in the last few months.

WTF?

How is that possible?

OMG, this is such a dorky/boring post. lol, sorry I'm tired.

I'm thinking of starting my internet hiatus soon, because I haven't been online much these days anyway so might as well right? Haha, but let's just see how it goes. I'm planning to keep myself busy revising for stuff but this might just be one of those (rare) moments that I get a burst of productivity and motivation that usually disappears the next day.

Will let y'all know. But don't expect many updates. I'm trying to cut down on emo posts so yeah.

Ta! and for those who DON'T have lectures on Sundays, have a great weekend! :P

xoxo bella

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Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Someday We'll Meet

FAIRUZ I MISS YOU ALREADYYYYYYYYY :(

Gosh two of my best friends are awayyy awayy awayy from home now. I sad because we won't be hanging out no more. But it was a good summer and I had loads of fun :) See you next year babes! I MIIISSSSS YOUUU GUYSSSSSSSSSS *hugs*

I need to focus on uni now.

Keyword: "need"

What I do instead: Bum around watching FRIENDS. You know you've watched something too much when you start noticing that they use the same extras from season to season. Don't judge me, I need FRIENDS to replace my friends. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA :D

It is raining so hard now I can barely hear myself think. HEAVY RAIN HEAVY RAIN!!!!!!

Oh and a Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends!! (Btw, someone invited me to their openhouse on the 4th day of Raya, but I don't know the number. Whoever it is thank you for the invitation and may I know who you are please :D )

It's the second day of Raya in the UK already though, hope you guys are having a good time :)

I just realised how little I blogged in September. (Ten posts only???) Oh right it is October now!! OMG time does fly!!!!!!!! Soon it'll be the end of the year, and then... 2009? Another year, another new year.... I'm getting old and have done nothing special...................................................................

:S

Anyways.

Ciao!

xoxo bella

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

A Beautiful Farewell

I heard this on Desperate Housewives and thought it was beautiful. Unsure of who really penned this poem, but this is the one closest to what I heard on the show:

Do not stand at my grave - and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep...

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond - glints on snow...
I am the sunlight on the ripened grain-
I am the gentle Autumn's rain.

When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft starlight of night.

Do not stand at my grave - and weep
I am NOT there; I do not sleep...
I am awake, and guiding through the Night -
Towards a gentle gleam of Light

Do not stand at my grave and weep -
I am not there; I do not sleep...

-Karin Aleida Vorrink

xoxo bella

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Friday, July 25, 2008

Hewwoo!!

Must I blog?? I just uploaded a crapload of piccies on fb, captions and tagging and all. I'm tiiiireddd!!!!!

:'(

Actually I'm okay. Just lazy :P

Bali was grrrreat. :)

I had loads of fun and lots of laughs. Can't really remember so I'll just post random moments.


"It's AirAsia bah!"

This we discovered on our last day in Bali at Ngurah Rai Airport. We were complaining of how slow the counter was and how inefficient and stuff and we concluded that everything sucked because it's airasia bah!!

A: Someone died on the flight.
B: OMG! what happened?
A: Aiya, it's AirAsia bah!!
B: Ohhhhhhh *nods in understanding*

-as related by RYAN LEONG! lol so hilarious!!!!!!

WE LOVE STARBUCKS' HOT CHOCOLATE

Tzen and I overdosed on hot chocolate while in Bali. (Brunei no Starbucks :'( ) So I think in the end we got a bit hyper and high from all the sugar (mine was caramel chocolate YUMM) and got all giggly and stuff. I remember jumping up and down on Ryan's bed and we were just in giggling fits over nothing in particular. :D Might also be the tiredness from a loooong looong day. hehehe.

Balcony moments!!!

I quite like our nights on the balcony. Usually we hang out there when we're eating or waiting to club (since the clubs only open at midnight) so there was one night in particular (the last night I think) when we were talking about random things, like life and love (or lack thereof to be more exact) and then we put on music and sang. Horribly. (Ryan lah, Tzen and I weren't too shabby) we moved onto nineties' songs!!! Trying to remember the lyrics to all the 98 Degrees, Backstreet Boys, and other boybands we loved in the nineties. 'twas fun :)

Crazy Bali drivers

You want to drive like a through and through Balinese? Just follow these steps.

  1. Drive in the middle of the road. Only move when there's a car coming from the opposite direction
  2. Drive fast.
  3. Overtake as much as possible.
  4. Honk when the car isn't moving out of your way fast enough.
  5. Honk when you're speeding around a bend.
  6. Honk when a car is taking up the road.
  7. Honk when someone sneezes.
:)


Too lazy to think. Tzen and Ryan, I don't remember any more :'(

My favourite pictures from the trip:

Straw hatsssss us in straw hats~~

I REALLLYYYYYY like this photo :)

hehehehe I liked the blurry quality on top and our jaws look sexxaay HAHHA

Such a gorgeous sunset!!

Loved this.

Okayyy the rest up in fb. Loads of moments that I did not enjoy though, but meh, I don't really wanna blog about it :)

ta ta people!!

xoxo bella

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Monday, June 30, 2008

Hot Hot Hot

Why is it getting so hot these daysssssssssssssssssssssss???

:(

I feel the humidity even at night! ><

Anyhoos.

Yesterday was my dad's birthday. Happy Birthday Daddy! lol. He's 61 btw, although he certainly doesn't look it. We went out for dinner and went to JP after that to just check out what's over there. Anyway I'm too lazy to talk much so here's some pictures. :)

Nenet and I. It was seriously so humid that night.

The theme was Aliens and Fantasy creatures. I think.

MUSICAL FOUNTAIN (that's what it's called right?) Brings back memories!!!

Pretty!!!!!!

Vicki mimicking the robot thingy. lol.


Walking through JP really makes me feel nostalgic. I wish they had maintained the park. I remember having so much fun there! Made my childhood a lot more fun. sighhhh. It was especially sad seeing most of my favourite rides gone and empty. :(

My sisters and I were talking about it and they were like saying, "So sayang they don't maintain the rides, makes people takut to go." And I was so blur and said, "Why takut?" because in my opinion I was like yeah sure it ain't as pretty as it once looked but it's basically the same.

G: *looking at me incredulously* Hellooo? You wanna go on the rollercoaster that has been poorly maintained?? like "So fun! Wheeeee- AARGHHHHH!!!!!" when something comes loose or something


HAHAHAHHAHA that made me laugh so hard. And we were saying that "Pusing Lagi" wouldn't be called that anymore, it would be "Pusing Sekali, Terplanting Kesana" HAHAHAHHAHA I am giggling so hard as I type this, oh mann so funny. HAHAHAH

Ok - other pics on fb. If it'll allow me to upload. My sister kept getting "Upload Failed" the other day.

Ciao!

xoxo bella

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Secrets

I was thinking earlier this afternoon, how only a selected few knows my deepest darkest secrets. And I also realised how much power this gives them. It's scary, but also strangely liberating.

Sometimes you meet that one person that you want to just whisper all your secrets to. Because to know your secrets, is to know you.

When you give away your secrets, you give away a piece of yourself.

I wish I could take back those secrets that I whispered so carelessly to the wrong people. I can never get that back. That little piece of me will always remain in their possession. It frustrates me.

I still have many that only I know.

xoxo bella

ps: inspiring.


How can I know you
if you don't whisper your secrets in my ear?

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Reminiscence ft. Ronni Marlipono

I had dinner with Rindy Windy last night. Basically we gossiped (about other people because our own lives are so boring, lol) and then we started reminiscing about the good ol' days in PJN. So fun, those times, when we barely had anything to worry about. And everything was so much easier. And we were all so much happier. *sigh*

Anyway, recalling some of our antics back in PJN:

  • That time when we were doing those gas tests or whatever, I can't remember. But one of those tests required that we test the gas with a damp litmus paper. Rinni and Deidre (who were lab partners) were like, "Is the litmus paper damp?" And they were panicking because the gas was already escaping and they started yelling at each other (and the rest of the class) SOMEBODY DAMP THE LITMUS PAPER! SOMEBODY DAMP THE LITMUS PAPER! and suddenly Rinni started singing like some Broadway musical, "Somebody damp the litmus paper~ Somebody damp the litmus paper~" I think I laughed till I cried that day. LOL. Also it just occurred to me that "damp" is not a verb. :P
  • That time when I almost set myself on fire. I reached over for something and I remembered thinking, "Wow, my arm feels so hot." and I looked down and realised the bunsen burner was right under my arm. lol. It melted my baju kurung a bit :s
  • That time when Rinni broke the glass lens and Tashry took the blame for it (and habis kena goreng by Miss Chin :S :S awww so nice of him to do that)
  • OH OH OH RIN REMEMBER THE SILVER BOOK!!!! OMG where is it now????
  • HAHAHAHHAHA RIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember POA???? "Isn't it-ah?" LMAO!!! I remembered that time when she asked me, "Annabella, are you Chinese?" and Rinni was like, "No, no, the Chong is just there for decoration"
  • "Cheh-mistry, bah, kamu ada blajar Cheh-mistry?" Rinni:"Awu, chu-dah" HAHAHAHAHHA
  • When Mr. Kwan called me Chong that one time, and Rinni started calling me that too. "Eh, Chong!"
  • Fairuz's habit of singing everything. "Foolscap paper!~" "Annabella Chong Suk Mei~ Annabella! Annabella! Annabella~"
Oh man... those were good times....

I wanna build a time machine. I should've taken Physics. LOL.

xoxo bella

ps: It's Friday the 13th! No wonder my day was kinda sucky.

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Iron Man

No more exams!!!! *celebrates* Well my Spanish paper was more difficult than I thought, mostly because I couldn't remember some of the vocabulary. I wanted to describe my friends, but I couldn't remember how to say happy or funny, so I said, "My friends are very pleasant." So dumb. Anyhoos, even though I managed to get only one hour of sleep, I decided to watch Iron Man with Sheena, Alyaa, Amie and Tzen along with the boys: Razan, Meow-wee Mawi, and Nazi.

What do I think?

Meh, I guess I'd give it an 8/10.

It's actually quite good, but a bit too predictable and cliched in my opinion? Plus many loopholes in the story. Robert Downey Jr. is surprisingly likeable in this movie (I've always thought he was a bit of an ass, but I have to admit, he's a pretty good actor.) Well in the beginning of the movie his character was definitely very jerk-like and ass-y. But he was funny. (I found the way he walked/stood a bit gay-ish though, I think his ass juts out a bit, lol) The movie is funny, with great effects! And there's definitely gonna be a sequel :D

Gwyneth Paltrow..... :S :S :S

Not at all likeable. Such a useless and stupid character.

I LOVE TERENCE HOWARD! :D He awesome.

Anyhoos, I wanna watch Narnia next :)


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BTW!!! The pothole in the road near my place has evolved! The pothole just popped out maybe a week ago? Anyhoos, last week the pothole became two potholes. And now it's a trench!! lol. I find it really funny, though annoying because the trench takes up more than half the road so it's quite a tight fit :S

Ahh, I forgot what else I wanted to talk about. OH! I realised today I was a passenger in many cars: Mike's car, Tzen's car, Amie's car, and Sheena's car. HAHA pointless fact :P

xoxo bella

ps: HOLIDAYSSS!!!!!!!!!! And Sheena+Tzen+Bella+movie= noisy bunch of bimbos :P

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Exam Updates!

5th May - Cost Accounting
6th May - Company Accounting & Reporting
8th May - Quantitative Analysis
10th May - English for Management Studies IV
13th May - Organisational Behaviour
15th May - Elementary Spanish II

HOLY CRAP!!!!!! ALMOST OVER!!! I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT!!! I FEEL THIS WEIRD MIXTURE OF SADNESS (I don't know why, maybe because I could've done better) AND SUPER DUPER EUPHORIA!!! Plus a bit of panic. And so much excess energy (alliteration! DAMMIT) so I jumped around my room for a bit HAHAHA

I don't know what to do. I'm all alone now!! I have no one!! All alone! So sad!! :S

I may need sleep.... HAHA

See ya later alligator. In a while, crocodile. (I've got more of these :D)

xoxo bella

ps: Holy crap what the hell am I gonna do for two whole months??? Wait.. NOTHING!! That's the beauty of it!!! :D :D :D but kan, I think I'm gonna be super bored most of the time. *sigh*

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Narcissists

Could you BE any more in love with yourself?

Yes, we go to your blog because we want to see the millions of photos you've taken of yourself, make-up and photoshop and all. If it was at a party or on a holiday, sure, I'm all for it.

But. Come on.

I don't know where I'm going with this.

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Damned blackout last night!! Kiulap was in total darkness!! The Mall seemed so alone and forlorn without its lights!! Accidents because some people are stupid have night blindness!! Traffic lights not working!! Streetlights gone!!! Chaos!!! Disastrous~

lol~

It wasn't a pleasant night for me. I had to be "muka tembok" and go impose on a friend :S

Well, I didn't wanna be alone in pitch blackness! My sisters went back to Lumut. I would sleep without the aircon and all but it was totally dark. I had to maneouvre around the place by touch. Oh and with the help of my car's headlights. Thank you car <3

Anyway. I heard it was because one of the transformers burnt out or something. I don't know. I haven't read the newspaper yet :s

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Here's my schedule for my exams:

5th May - Cost Accounting
6th May - Company Accounting & Reporting
8th May - Quantitative Analysis
10th May - English for Management Studies IV
13th May - Organisational Behaviour
15th May - Elementary Spanish II


I'm especially worried about the first three papers. The others should be a breeze. :D

wokays~

I think that's all. Hi Iain! :D

xoxo bella

ps: Wish me luck for exams! And good luck to of all you's who are having exams as well. Buena suerte!

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Saturday, March 22, 2008

Don't Let Me Down

GAH!

Today I had a Quantitative Analysis test.

I really hope I'm psychic because all I did was pick the answer that I sensed was the correct one. Nazi put his faith in his coins.

Nazi's method of getting answers from his coins:

Two heads - A.
Head first, Tail second - B.
Tail first, head second - C.
Two tails - D.

0__0

Meanwhile, Grace... I also dunno what she do. She calculated the percentages of the answers and used the same percentages with other answers kah apa I also don't know.

Some looked at others' answers.

Some shared answers.

The rest of course(includes Alyaa, Sheena, Amie and Razan), used the boring ole method of "studying". Huh?! Whassat? =P

Today's my mother's birthday!

She is now 54 years old.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!!!

Gotta go shower, and get ready to go out for dinner.

Ciao.

xoxo bella

ps: Don't let me down, psychic power!!!

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

Where The Fun?

My blog has really gone down the drain hasn't it? I was going through my archives and I realised that it has gone from semi-entertaining to just plain boring.

What do what do?

You know, I always end up playing the role of the peacemaker. I hate conflicts and arguments and fights and tension and discomfort and what-else-the-thesaurus-may-come-up-with. It seems like I always have this urge to calm the atmosphere and act neutral.

It sucks, because I always feel the pressure to remain on the fence and not say anything negative about either side.

They say Libras are good are looking at the whole picture. They must be right. (fyi, I'm a Libra. The scales. Having the ability to balance both sides.)

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Everyone seems to be annoying me lately. I guess I'm feeling irritable, but everyone seems to really have the ability to push my buttons easily.

Selfish
Stop doing things for yourself only and letting me everyone else scurry around and trying to juggle everything. Wouldn't kill you to lend a helping hand once in a while.

Arrogant
Get your head out of your ass and realise that you might not be better than me. And I might, and this may be hard to comprehend, but I just MIGHT know as much stuff as you do. I'm so sorry that I may seem like a phillistine once in a while, dammit.

LAZY LAZY LAZY
(*^&^$%#%$# For fck's sake. I just... God, I don't know.

/vent

So annoyed.

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On a lighter note, I've managed to squeeze three visits to the gym this week.

*dances around*

I'll try to go more frequently next week. Have to go during mornings since I'm working at night, damn it all.

Who wants to go with me?! PLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I want a buddy to go during mornings 'cause I don't really wanna be alone in the classes. It would be pretty obvious if I can't keep up and stop to take a break. Which I always do. =(

OH speaking of gym, I went to Yoga the other night with Ryan. This girl just basically folded herself in half and like managed to raise her legs and bend them over so that her feet were on the floor behind her head. Okay wait lemme give you a visual.


LOL seriously that's how our faces looked like. Never seen it done so effortlessly. Then she rolled herself so that she was back on her feet.

I WANT ALSO. Can you imagine what I can do with such flexibility???

I'll let your imaginations run free with that statement. :D

xoxo bella

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Sunday, March 02, 2008

YES!

Oh joy joy joy the mid-semester break is finally here! :D

I am nocturnal lagi, but I'm gonna be turning in real soon, because damn, I've only had like 3 hours of sleep. Such a long day. Yesterday I slept at around 3.30am and woke up around 7am to finish off my OB report. Took me 3 hours to complete, so at around 10, I was happily printing it out already! Huahah. Thing is, the deadline was at 11am and I also had a class at 11, plus I still haven't showered and stuff. Had to rush like hell and I ran to FBEPS to hand in the assignment and then ran like hell to CLT for Spanish.

I was a-huffing and a-puffing, lol.

Anyhoossss I skipped Company Accounting and Quantitative Analysis. AGAIN.

BLAH

Atu pun I managed to get an hour's nap before having to wake up to rush to work at 5pm. Now I'm still awake. Don't ask why. I also dunno. I have to work tomorrow morning lagi.

What is wrong with me? It's like I'm a glutton for punishment. :S

Oh I stumbled upon this site when blog-hopping.

I totally was shockified because I knew about this "controversy" since I was like 10 years old, and I totally know which house he's talking about. Before he discovered blogging, he stuck a sign in front of the house telling all about his father's story. And I specifically remembered a sign saying "Rumah Anak Mak Weng" or something like that. So weird. I thought the whole issue was over and done with. I don't feel bad blogging about this because I think that's what he would want anyway. I don't really know the whole story so I'm not gonna say what I think about the whole shazam. ^^

I'm driving back to Lumut after work tomorrow and coming up either Monday or Tuesday. HECTIC HECTIC

I am so glad it's hols :D

Baaahhhh I go sleep.

xoxo bella

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

Time

Feel up to a long post today? Yeah, me too.

It's approaching March; has 2008 been kind to you so far?

I honestly cannot believe how fast time flies. I've only realised the other day that I'm halfway through my second year at UBD and I only have about 2+ years to go before graduating (overconfidence? *knock wood*).

I am now listening to Kanye West's Stronger.

This song throws me in this weird mix of depression and euphoria for reasons I can't explain. It reminds me of 2007. Of times that has passed. Moments I won't experience again. (If you haven't guessed, I'm in a brooding mood now.)

I'm feeling jaded. J-j-jadeeeed~

No seriously. Lately I feel like I'm constantly having something to do. It feels a lot like being swept away by a current but trying hard to stay afloat. Yeah, it feels like that.

I don't know if it's a good thing or not. Sure, I'm not bored but I have so little "me" time.

Honestly speaking, it kills me to know that the world does not revolve around me. No I'm serious! And if you were honest, you would admit that you feel the same way.

I know my thoughts seem very haphazard right now, but hey you guys know how random I am. =)

If only...

Those words, those painful painful words. I think they pretty much sum up all my regrets about things I've done, or chances I wish I'd taken, and all those words I wish I'd said, and all those words I wish I hadn't.

Ok I don't think I'm up for a long post anymore. Will blog when my mind is not a mess.

Anyway. I love you guys. <3

xoxo bella

ps: I can't stand stupidity. I'm just saying.

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Monday, December 31, 2007

Looking Back

January:
Beginning of a new semester. MIB!

18th January.

February:
Chinese New Year. Valentine's Day.

Valentine's at Taurean

March:
Turbulence. Official.

April:
Nemo. Confusion. Assignments.

Fun at Balcony

May:
Exams. Study. Exams over. Celebrate.

Shopping at Miri

June:
Trouble in paradise. Going crazy with boredom. Started working with Nautika.

July:
Break-up. Work work work. UK besties are back.

@ work


August:
Start of a new semester. Moved out of hostel.


September:
Happy birthday me. UK besties leaving.
Birthday dinner @ Rizqun

October:

Assignments piling up. Recovering. Spark of interest. Fitness Zone!!!

Work them muscles @ FZ, Qlap

November:

Presentations galore. Growing obsession. Exams!!

Vicki & Girl @ Seria Open Market

December
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Freedom. Start work at A-plus. Boredom. Fitness Zone hiatus. Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas!


Happy New Year 2008!!!

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

Two More Days...

...to 2008!

A new year, with new experiences, possibilities, whatever....

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CORNAYYYYYYY~

Muahahahah!

But seriously, I think it's important to look back on the whole year, before we decide to move forward with our lives.

Just think, where were you this time last year? Are you the same person that you were? How have the last 12 months changed you? How? HOW??!?!?!??!

AHHAHAHAHHA

Ok ok I just felt like lightening the mood a bit. Lightening... lightning, lighting... hehehe

I'm mega weird and random, yo.

24th December:

My sister put forth this dilemma when deciding what to get for a nephew:

V: "Let's get him one of these lego sets!"

V: "So do we want the paramedic...?"
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V: "... or the useless hick?"

MUAAHHAHAHAHAHA

Hilarious!

Ok, I malas wanna blog already. Heheh. Will blog more soon.

Toodles for now!

-bella-

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Monday, December 24, 2007

It's A Wonderful Life

To be loved.


Scream at the top of my lungs; and not care.

Experience everything the world has to offer.


To kiss that special someone in the rain..




My special wishlist =)

Courtesy of deviantart.

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