Attention!!

This blog is MOVING!

thanks for reading the blahs of (my) life. :)

xoxo bella

edit: this blog is inactive. I've moved to Wordpress, for privacy and also the COOL factor. LOL. See you there!

sigh

STUPID STUPID STUPID

HOPELESS USELESS OHF:LIHDKSBGFUGADGFSOILAHL:HF:KHA


ps: results are out.

It's Driving Me Crazy

SQUEAKKKK

SQUEAKKKKSQUEAKSQUEAK SQUEAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKK

SQUEAKKKKKKKK

In case you're wondering, that's the sound of my ceiling fan making obnoxious squeaks. It's enough to drive a person mad.

Is it raining??

Oh it is. I couldn't tell through all the squeaking.

I still have not been able to fix my sleeping pattern. I'm having trouble falling asleep on time and I'm having trouble getting out of bed early. T.T

5 days to uni. And still no sign of results? I'm guessing it'll be tomorrow. (Or today, since it's 1am.) So tired of waiting.

xoxo bella

In Your Eyes I'd Like To Stay

Hello my babies.

I'd just like to say a very happy birthday to..........

MISS VICKI CHONG!! hey look this was taken during my birthday. cool cool. hahaha. anyway what can I say? You probably are one of the very very few people who actually laugh at the stupid lame things that I say, and for that you are one of my favourite people ever! Not to mention we are on the same wavelength most of the time (with our super sisterly psychic link!) and hanging out with you is always fun. Except when you are miss crankypants, and that would be the times that I am hiding in my room :P May this year be better than the last, with lots of good surprises coming up :) hugs!

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Also not forgetting...

Happy 22nd to Mister Tashry!! I don't know if he reads this, but I know he's stumbled onto my blog before so here it is just in case. Notice the shirt in the picture. I don't know if it's true, but I'm sure we girls (Fairuz, Lina, Rinni, Amee and I) would agree, a gift from God indeed :P hahaha. Stay the way you are Tash, and I'll see you during our next get-togethers! :D

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I am going CRAZY waiting for the results. It's definitely coming out no later than tomorrow though. HURRY UP ALREADY! It's 5 days till semester reopens for goodness' sake.

BYE ALL.

xoxo bella

We Can't Play On Broken Strings

I suddenly have an inclination to blog!! hahaha. I'm christening my sister's brand new laptop by blogging on it for the first time. Also for 2009!! HAHAHHA I RHYMED!

Anyway how was your first day of 2009? :) It rained here. Pffft.

I'm feeling happyish? Like content somewhat. I don't know if it's a phase or whatever, but I'm feeling like focused... somewhat??? Or maybe that's just from days of spending time at home with the family. I don't know. The holiday is coming to an end, and I'm feeling good about it. I didn't really feel like wasted it away doing practically NOTHING, but I did go out and meet some friends like every once in a while. BUT I also did what I yearned to do during the previous semester: bum around and sleep for as long as I want WITHOUT feeling guilty :D

so 'twas good :D



Oh yeah my NYE was okay. My little cousins are so cute. Especially the birthday boy! He is so adorable and we all wanted to take him home. He has the most adorable high-pitched voice and he is just so KUAI! Such a good boy! After he blew out the candles on his cake, he insisted on serving every single person a slice. And when my mum was cleaning up the mess, he saw and went like "Aunty aunty!! Wait, I help you carry, I help you carry the things!!" and my mum replied "No no, it's okay you can carry the tissues on the table" My cousin: "Ok ok! I carry the tissue!!"



SO CUTE OKAY!?!?!?!?! I just wanted to hug him and not let him go.



:)



There are some pictures but I can't be bothered to upload them into the laptop. Too lazy... too lazy...... :P



At midnight the neighbours played fireworks so we all went out to watch. I like fireworks. And some people just drove around holding down their carhorns, which was strange but okay.



Then around 45 minutes past twelve we went home and then I watched CSI and went online till almost 5am. So all in all, a mellow entrance into the new year. hehehe.



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I'm bored actually. Is it just me, or are there less and less people to talk to online?? I mean, I haven't been online much either, but this just proves that there's no point anyway. NOTHING TO DO LOR!



I am loving James Morrison's Broken Strings. Also, Katy Perry's One Of The Boys.



Results out soon! Let the suspense end! And a week till uni so I can see everyone again!! hehe. Actually, the holidays went by quite quickly, don't you guys think? Or is it just me?

My cousin's daughter and yours truly

Ok that was random. Hehehe. I told you I gained weight................

Alrighty nothing much to ramble about now. SEE YOU ALL! MWAHS.

xoxo bella

Here We Are Again

God, I can't believe we're at the end of another year again..... I know I sound like a broken record, but it just throws me off, how time can just get away from you.

Anyway, last year I did a round-up of the year with pictures. I'm too lazy to do that this year, because it entails scouring through a boatload of photos. So I'll just ramble. :)

This year, I think I've come to appreciate my friends a little bit more. To be honest, I think before I've been sort of taking some of them for granted. Like they're good for a laugh and all that, but it just seems surfacial (I don't think that's a real word but it's the only one that fits) somehow. But... I realised that it's hard to build the kind of rapport that I have with them, and I realised that I am totally at ease with them, and that I am truly myself when around them. They laugh at my lame jokes (or maybe they're just laughing at me), we never run out of things to talk about, I don't feel uncomfortable talking about personal stuff, and it's always fun with you guys. I really am grateful that we're friends. Damn, I'm actually getting choked up. Moving on!

For the new friendships I've made, I'm grateful for you too.

I also tried to work harder (more in the second half of the year though). I'm thinking that it paid off... We'll see in a week. I think with a little bit more discipline, I'll be flying high.... Ok maybe a lot more discipline. I refuse to let myself get lost again...

Next year I want to push myself even harder. I want to be able to juggle everything and do well. I think next year will be extra busy. I've signed myself up for more working hours. I'm quitting at the end of March to concentrate on exams though, then immediately after exams, work attachment!

Two things that I'm determined to do next year is work harder and save. I figured the fruits of saving would go towards rewarding myself for working hard. :) we'll see how it goes. It's all I've been thinking about this holiday though. Hahaha, it's sad I know. But that's what I'm determined to do!

Umm I guess that's it. Sadly I won't be celebrating the end of the year with a bang, but it's okay. I'll be spending it with family. One of my little cousin's birthday falls on new year's eve (COOL RIGHT?!) so we'll be going over to their place for STEAMBOAT.

2009! Here I come! HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU GUYS!! HUGSSSSSS

xoxo bella