She Woke Suddenly...

... breathing hard, heart pounding furiously. Something was not quite right. She felt a presence in the room, a malevolent being hiding in the shadows.

Predictably, like all foolish damsels, she called out shakily, "H-Hello..?? Is someone there??"

The silence continued... pressing down onto her head. She started to get out of bed, but tensed when a voice snarled out of the darkness.

"Stay still, bitch."

She looked around frantically, trying to pinpoint the source of the voice.

"Who is that!??! Show yourself!!!" She shrieked hysterically.

There was a prominent pause, then from the corner of the dark bedroom, a form started to materialise...

The girl on the bed jerked back in shock as she recognised the figure. Her eyes widened in horror, and she opened her mouth to scream.... but before she could find her voice, the figure shrieked at her...

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"MANA GAMBAR KUUUU???"

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HAHAHAHAHAHA IN YOUR FACE RIN!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry I couldn't find any other photos besides these. They were in my Friendster. And I'm a bit rusty in writing stories, but did I get ya? Did I? Did I?!?!

Rinni, Me, Amee and Lina a long long long time ago. Rinni is happy.

Fairuz and Rinni in that CD shop in KB, where we usually went to stalk M****s.

Hehehe, NAHH NAHHH happy now?????? Miss ya woman. And I think this is my favourite post ever. Hee.

Aha!

I found a picture of that hot japanese drummer guy with awesome biceps who waved at me! (No I am not obsessing, just bored =)


Meet TAGAWA Tomofumi, who plays the taiko or better known as "japanese drum". Cool eh? There are 6 other members of the group, the Tokyo Dageki Dan. I do have a few videos of the show, but I don't know how to upload it. He's hot! Haha. Well if you guys have any chance to catch the show, please do, 'cause it's pretty entertaining and their harmonic beats are amazing. From what I can tell anyway. I enjoyed the show.

Shall I continue with the random picture posting? I think I shall.

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Boredom during MIB Lecture. I vandalised the desk. Can you read it??

My cousin's daughter whom we all call Girl-girl. This was during Xmas and FYI, I know she looks really cranky, but that facial expression is just an imitation of her mum's angry face. Haha!! Isn't that cute?? We just go, "How mummy marah?" and she'll magically arrange her facial features into that *points upwards* Such a cute girl!!!

One of our outings to the beach. Mike and Shini taking picture of each other... taking picture... of each other...... Eep.

Bye Ziman!!! Come again~

Gah I don't know how much more the connection can handle so I'll stop there. Tzen and I went to Unitek after Kiulap where I bought Season 1 of Prison Break. Finally gonna see what all the fuss is about. Running out of things to watch. I finished my Entourage S1 & S2!!! Got Season 3 also kah??

Hahaha just now when we were in the car we passed these two pedestrians, who were incidentally an Indian and a Chinese man. I don't know why, but I suddenly blurted out, "Harold & Kumar!!!" Hahaha, I think probably coz I just watched "Harold and Kumar go to White Castle" a few nights ago. Hehe, so funny. Tzen and I couldn't stop laughing.

Now waiting for Rinni who just got out of the shower to chat with me. Laju layan me wah! I am in desperate need of attention!!!!

Hehe. Till later. Ciao.

My Photo-less Blog

My blog is so boring. Isn't it? (glares at reader if they dare to agree)

Anyway I was surfing random blogs and realised that they all have something that my blog is missing... Goddamn pictures. *smacks my head*

So I figured I'll just post random photos here. (Hehe I believe this is called being "kiasu" or "inda mau kalah")

Hmm lemme browse me pics.

Kelly and I during MIB lectures. Yes I do think my tudung and baju kurung is mismatched.

Rachel, my sister Gloria, Me and my little sister Bernadette at a cousin's wedding.

Me and my sister Vicki during her birthday dinner. Oh and that's Gloria's hand.

Ryan and Tzen at Excapade. "Faster order I'm hungry!!!" I remember saying.

Oops I had more pics but connections sucks and I have to go anyway. Harhar. Going to Kiulap to run an errand. See yaaaa and Rinni I know you miss my stupid face hhaahahahahaha. And I'm not high dammit!!! =)

Online. In Hostel. -.-"

Blahhhhh.... Why is hostel so boring.

Week 2 of Sem 2. Had my first MIB tutorial on Tuesday. There was a whole mix-up with the timetable and we had to change classes. So Susan or maybe I should start referring to her as Suk Tzen. YES YES ok from now on Susan will be known as Suk Tzen or Tzen for short.

Suk Tzen and I were squished into a slot on Tuesday (3-4pm) in a class full of unknowns. Seriously. We were the only Chinese ppl in there, the rest were all Sastera ppl or something. For some reason, Tzen seems to be ecstatic about this.

Tzen: New ppl wah!!! Shiok!!! And they're in Sastera again, their Malay must be damn good!! Score!!!

(or something along those lines)

Bella: ...... Yeah... I guess that's true.

Tzen: Coollll I like meeting new ppl!! And the teacher was so nice!!

Bella: Yeahh he was, nice of him to speak English to us. Still feel intimidated though.

Tzen: (all giggly and flushed) I'm actually excited about the next MIB tutorial!

Bella: (stares) o.O

I'm terrified of MIB. Granted, at least we'll be doing group papers and presentations, but stilllll... My Malay like crap wahhh. What pembentangan crap man. Does that mean presentation or something??? I'M SCARED!!!!!!! I hate presentations!!!! And in Malay again!! CRAPP!!!! I think I'm probably gonna lose that 30% of course participation. I don't care lah. Get an E in MIB happy already. Let's hope I'll be that lucky this sem. *crosses fingers*

Anyhow, on a lighter note. I haven't blogged about this I think. Rinni and Yussie coming back for Easter!!! HOOORAAAAYYYY~~~

I have to keep a tight lid on my wallet. I've went sushi-ing 3 times since the start of this Sem. Eh wait, I've only just paid for 2 of those 3 times. Oh ok, that's fine then. Hehe. I wanna be richhhh richhhhhhh I tell uuuuuuu

CNY coming. So have to get new clothes again. Sigh. Since January's allowance came out early, will that mean Feb will come out early too????

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You know one thing about living in a girls' hostel?? You get to see girls in all their glory. Wait, that came out wrong. I meant that you can see some girls in their natural state. Like some girls who are usually all gorgeous, may not seem as gorgeous when they're schlepping towards the showers all bleary-eyed and without make-up. I know I don't look like a ray of sunshine in the morning. I specifically remember this one time when I dragged myself out of bed and was dragging my feet to the showers. I walk down the long corridor and am about to turn left towards the showers, from where another girl emerged, freshly showered. Apparently she didn't sense my presence or hear the sound of my dragging footsteps 'cause when she looked up, she jerked back in shock(or fear, I'm not sure)

Girl: Whoa.

Me: What? (trying not to look insulted)

Girl: Oh no, didn't see you, hahaha (nervous laughter)

Me: Oh.

We exchange smiles (hers sheepish, mine strained) and continued on towards our own destinations. Upon entering the toilet I put my basket of toiletries next to the sink and looked in the mirror.

Me: OMG (I said Oh My God, not the letters OMG ok)

I looked horrible!!! My eyes were all droopy and bloodshot(lack of sleep), my hair was all over the place, and my complexion looked gray and pasty!!! I looked like Freddy Krueger's bride!!!! T.T

Sigh. What I wouldn't give to look like Angelina Jolie. I bet she doesn't look like crap in the morning. I wanna be richhhh and gorgeousssssssssssssssssssssssss

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Went to Japanese drum show Wednesday night. Cool!!! Noisy, but cool!!!! Drumming is obviously a very strenuous sport, the guys' biceps were so saliva-worthy! There was one hot one, and he waved at me!!!! It was like the end of the show and then they were all bowing at waving at the audience, I was like standing in the balcony, upfront, so I think I was really easy to spot so when he faced my general direction I started waving, he waved back!! I waved harder and he waved harder toO!!! I blew him a kiss, and he caught it!!! (Ok obviously that one was a lie, but I don;t care!! I shall go to sleep remembering how that hot japanese guy drummer with awesome biceps waved at me. ME!!! HUAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH *maniacal laughter*)

Sick + 1 Bruise On The Knee

Alooo~

Yes as per the post title, I am sick. And I have a bruise on my knee.

Slept over at Susan's last night. Her room was apparently so effing cold, I was sneezing and shivering in my sleep. I don't remember. But I did wake up with clogged nostrils. Yeah so I'm feeling a bit feverish now. The bruise? Must've been due to one of my falling down moments. I fell down a lot last night. Anyway, last night was fun. I seriously think we should make these sleepovers a regular thing, like once a month or something. Um. Yeah whatever. Heheh, I just thought of something funny that happened last night. Susan has a chihuahua, named Chichi. And I don't think it's toilet-trained. So anyway, it was in the cage when we arrived, us girls(Susan, Mandy and me) were in the bedroom. Ryan and Wilson were outside. Ryan enters the room.

Ryan: There's dog poop on the floor.

Me: Ew.

Susan(looking slightly vexed): Who let the dog out???

(Silence)

We explode in laughter.

Man that moment was classic.

First week of 2nd semester was interesting. Had MIB for the first time. You know how we're supposed to wear tudongs for the classes? Yeah we did. And I was a bit over-eager that I wore it straight to IT class, which was before MIB. I thought everyone would be wearing it. When I walked in the lecture theatre, I was mortified to see every single Non-Muslim girl's bare heads. So maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Uwa. And Ziman kept going, "Can I call you Siti?"

Anyway I don't know what else to blog about now. My arms hurt. I blame Wilson. Pick me up and throw me around some more lah!! My body aches liao. Eee. Anyway, I've been thinking of restricting my blog to my friends only. Don't really know how though. But I think if I do, readers will have to have a password to login or something. I dunno. Anyway, let's just see. Just informing you guys in advance.

K I'll cya.

School, Such Sweet Sorrow

I'm so sleepy. Last post before goin back to hostel tonight.

Went out with Lina today!!! Haven't seen her in a while. Kinda back to school shopping. Temptation is evil. :(

Budgeting is so hard when you're a materialistic girl. I'm so sleeepyyy. What I bought today:

- Body Shop Satsuma Shimmer Lip Balm
- Body Shop Shower Brush
- Iora cardigan
- Shampoo & Conditioner
- Body Shampoo
- Baby Oil
- KFC Zinger Maxx
- Entourage Season 1

Aaaahhh!!!! BUDGET BELLA BUDGET!!!!!!

The Body Shop and Iora purchases killed me.

K gtg now. Ciaoss!

A Banana's Life

A banana is someone who's Chinese but doesn't speak Chinese, having English as a primary language instead. I don't know why one is called a banana, other than the stipulation that maybe like a banana, the person is yellow on the outside but white on the inside. (Chinese ppl are said to be yellow-skinned)

I am a banana. I barely speak Chinese; my knowledge of the language is very basic, and stretches no farther than the common, "What time is it?" "I want to sleep." "Where are you going?" or my personal favourite: "I'm hungry."

I really don't know why we end up as bananas... I spent 2 years in Chung Ching and moved away because I found Chinese too hard. My sister is in Form 1, and she still fails Chinese. It's really strange, but I guess it all comes down to who you hang out with. I do have Chinese friends, but I speak English with them. Sometimes I find it uncomfortable if other people have a conversation in Chinese. Not that it's wrong or anything, but it makes me feel inadequate. It's like, what kind of Chinese am I? I don't know if bananas everywhere feel the same, but it really bothers me sometimes. As if I don't feel enough like an outsider.

I always use the excuse that I'm part-Dusun, but then that always leads to the question: "So you speak Dusun?" Me: "Er, no."

But I guess my Malay is better than the average Chinese's. Which I can owe to the fact that most of my good friends are Malay.

When I think of it, I'm only like a quarter Chinese, my dad's half-chinese and my mum's also half-chinese, so half x half = a quarter(?)

I really don't know, but the only Chinese part of me is my name. I don't even look Chinese. I don't know what I look like. I remember asking my friend what I looked like when he first met me and his answer after some "hmmms" was: "You don't look like anything!"

Anyway, just food for thought. Why there are some bananas and how they feel. =D I don't know what I'm saying.

I dreamt about a friend who I decided will not be a friend anymore (temporarily). There were two of him, one was the one from reality, and yet there was another that I was in love with. So weird I tell you. I was running away from the one I hated and I turned to this guy who I knew I cared about and only when we were zooming away, I realised they looked exactly alike, and yet they were two different people... It's weird, but it doesn't mean anything, because there is seriously no romantic possibility between us two, not even before when we were on good terms!! Hahaha. But the dream was weird.

Oh yeah, and my usual complaint: I need a boyfriend!!!

I've been single for far, far, far too long and it's totally unnatural. I feel so unattractive. I'm an unattractive banana!!! *cries*

I'm moving in hostel tomorrow. I hate moving in. And I hate moving out too. Why don't we just have the same room for 4 years? Then at least we can feel comfortable, not feel like a freaking nomad.

I just spent the whole week finishing NFS: Carbon. I hate canyon duels. No nitrous, no speedbreakers, so bendy. And the stuff are so freakin expensive!!! I had to sell of almost all my cars!!! Including my Nissan 350Z and my Aston Martin *cries* Now I'm left with my Lotus and my Lambo. And I still can't do the damned canyon duels. I won all boss races except the canyon duel with Darius and I had to quit. Meaning I have to do over the whole thing if I replay again. Oh and I'm gonna miss my PS2 when uni starts again. I want one in my room!!!! Uwa. Then I definitely won't study. =D

Anyway this post is long enough I think. Don't know if I'll be blogging much once uni starts (again, curse u wifi-less hostel!). So cyaaaaaaaaa!!!

!@#$$

Hey results are out!

A for logic, B for eng, C for management, d for qm and macro and e for state&society.

bloody hell. what a suckfest.

but Dr. Ali loves me.

I'm pissed off right now because of something(more like someone). Trying to calm myself down. God some ppl can be so annoying.

Oh the annoyment. AAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHH!

Sigh... Normalcy

Things are going back to normal. My sister's leave is over. The new-ness of 2007 is wearing off. I'm starting school in a week. Moving back to hostel this weekend. Sigh... How sad. I feel like going somewhere. Like Singapore. Ryan sucks because he's going Singapore on Wednesday. I hate you. Say hello to your Godbaby for me =)

Miri was fun. I love clubbing. It ended too soon though. But being inebriated is always a trip.

I just realised that I have not made a list of New Year's resolutions. Not that it matters because I usually don't keep them. I'm trying to recall whether I achieved last years'...

2006 Resolutions:
- Be more studious and hardworking
- Lose weight
- Meet more people
- Go out more
- Have more fun

Hmm....... (thinks)

2006 2007 Resolutions:
- Be more studious and hardworking
- Lose weight
- Meet more people
- Go out more
- Have more fun

and after some adjustments..

2007 Resolutions:
- Be more studious and hardworking
- Lose weight that I gained during festivities and holidays
- Meet even more people
- Go out even more
- Have even more fun
- Travel with friends at least once this year
- No more skipping classes

Ok. Just to make a note. It's all here in writing. Or typing. (Gah this drives me mad)

It's Noi's birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

HIPO BORTHODOX!!

I'm not sure what that means, but Rinni always greets me that way during my birthday. Hehe.

I keep having flashbacks of Saturday night and I have the urge to smack my head each time.

*smack*

I just relived another moment I want to forget.

Anyway let's all have a good January! (weird thing to say but I just wanna say it)

byeeeee

No Purpose

I don't know what this post is gonna be about. Coz I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. Miri tonight!

Hello. Oh yeah I've finished watching the Heroes episodes already!! (vis: naaa na na na naaa naaa) It rocks!!!! Confusing, but it's so cool. Good episodes good episodes. But seriously, hoping the confusion will stop. It makes my head spin trying to put all the pieces together. At one point me and my sister had this confused, I-wanna-understand-but-I-can't-so-I-want-to-cry expression on our faces.

Hey you know that drum thingy that they play at a punchline of a joke? The *shish-boom-ba*?? What is it called? It's not called a drumroll, 'coz that one is usually played in moments of suspense when you wanna announced the winner of an award or something... Like, "and the winner is... *drumroll*"

Just wondering. Please tell me so I can sleep better at night. ;)

relax.. don't do it.. when you wanna get to it.. relax...

I've been having weird 80's music playing in my head this morning. The above is one of them. Another is that "Whip it!" song, the one in Raising Helen.

blah blah you must whip it blah blah you must whip it

so whip it! into shape! blah blah

No idea about the lyrics. Just have the electronic music in my head. Whatever.

I need toilet now.

Byeee

Sound Bites

A quick post before the whole family's off to dinner to celebrate the day of my sister Vicki's birth.

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y! (It's actually tomorrow, 6th January)

Just a few notes so you may have a clearer picture of just who my "hearted" sister is( haha!)

- When I was around 8 or 9, she made up this elaborate so-called "treasure map" that she pretended she found in a longkang somewhere. Now that I think about it, I don't know why I wasn't taken in by the whole facade. After all who wouldn't be convinced by a microwave-burnt map that was stuffed inside a medicine bottle? Written in blue ink? Who, I ask?

- When we were young, we 3 sisters used to take baths together. We used to splash around and play in the water. It was fun. Until of course my sister suggested to see who can hold their breath the longest, me or my sister Gloria. She, of course, was the referee. So we ducked our heads under the water. I think I lost so I was the first out of the water. Then I noticed Vicki was laughing. Then Gloria came up for air too. We were all like, "What's so funny?" And she snickered and said, "I peed." The trauma I tell you. But it was funny. (Vicki still thinks so)

Anyway, she ain't all that bad. Hahaha. Jk! You know I love you(not when my head was submerged with pee-infected water obviously).

Oh yeah I just remembered what I wanted to blog about.

A couple of days ago Vicki came home from bandar. And she also brought along a magazine. I flipped through it after she was done with it. And I commented, "Why so boring one this issue?"

Vicki: Yeah I know, so little stuff in it.

I turned to the cover and paused when I noticed something.

Me: Dude, this is November's issue.

(pause while Vicki looks at me surprised)

Vicki: It is??

Me: What the hell man!?? It's January. 2007!!!!!!

(both of us laughing like idiots)

New lesson: Always look at the cover properly. And maybe this time, please do judge by it cover. (shish-boom-ba)

Anyway yeah, see this all about you, aren't you happy I wrote(or typed, whatever) all about you?

Argh I'm so hungry.

See yaaa!


P.S: Sorry for that depressing post down there. Got bit in the ass by the sourpuss fairy. Hee.. see ya ppl. And I miss you too Rin! Loves loves loves u and yussie and amee, and wat the heck, lina! Haha! When's the next time u guys coming back?

Crap On Everything

Hello. I am currently suffering from angst. Because I am bored. And when I'm bored, I tend to think too much. And I have come to the conclusion: The world is going to the shitter.

The damn war is not going to end. Children in Africa are still going to starve. More species of animals are going to be extinct by the end of this decade. Polar bears are gonna eat each other till there's none of them left because they have no food since humans have gone overboard with the fishing. And basically crimes will be committed because people just seem to get more twisted each year.

So there it is. The world is going to the shitter. And there's nothing we can do about it because we are all helpless and too weak to change.

No one can really make a difference in the world. How can one make changes that affect millions? If we come up with some way to feed the hungry, like giant strawberries and cabbages or something, someone out there will of course make it impossible for the hungry to afford the damn thing in the first place? Because if they could afford technology like that, they wouldn't be hungry now, would they?

Money is such a big factor in this world. If you don't have money, you're basically doomed. You'll be drowning in debt, starving, homeless, and running away from loan sharks who are coming to cut off a limb (if they haven't already)

Whoever said "Money Doesn't Bring Happiness" must've been rich.

And whoever believes in soulmates is naive. Because then some ppl won't die lonely and miserable.

Why do criminals commit crime? Who do rapists rape? Why do terrorists.... bomb? Why is it that you want to make a point by beheading innocent people? Why are children being preyed upon? Why are old ladies getting burgled? Why do family members argue and kill each other?

Why?

Because the world is going to the shitter.

So to that, crap on everything, I say.