In Your Eyes I'd Like To Stay

Hello my babies.

I'd just like to say a very happy birthday to..........

MISS VICKI CHONG!! hey look this was taken during my birthday. cool cool. hahaha. anyway what can I say? You probably are one of the very very few people who actually laugh at the stupid lame things that I say, and for that you are one of my favourite people ever! Not to mention we are on the same wavelength most of the time (with our super sisterly psychic link!) and hanging out with you is always fun. Except when you are miss crankypants, and that would be the times that I am hiding in my room :P May this year be better than the last, with lots of good surprises coming up :) hugs!

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Also not forgetting...

Happy 22nd to Mister Tashry!! I don't know if he reads this, but I know he's stumbled onto my blog before so here it is just in case. Notice the shirt in the picture. I don't know if it's true, but I'm sure we girls (Fairuz, Lina, Rinni, Amee and I) would agree, a gift from God indeed :P hahaha. Stay the way you are Tash, and I'll see you during our next get-togethers! :D

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I am going CRAZY waiting for the results. It's definitely coming out no later than tomorrow though. HURRY UP ALREADY! It's 5 days till semester reopens for goodness' sake.

BYE ALL.

xoxo bella

You're Oh-So-Charming

Dad: *berates little sister* Why are you acting like that? Macam anak orang utan! (Translation: Like the offspring of an orang utan!)

Bella: ..... Won't that make you the orang utan?

Dad: .........

Everyone else: LOL

:D

xoxo bella

Take A Sad Song And Make It Better

I imagine that this is how some local radio stations hire their djs.

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1: We look for specific qualities in our djs.
2: Yes I understand. I can speak fluently in English and Malay, I'm easy to get along with, I'm-
1: No, no, firstly, I must ask.... Are you annoying?
2: What?
1: Annoying. Irritating. We like to annoy our listeners whenever we can. Especially early in the morning. That's always fun.
2: Er.....?
1: OR you could just speak in a fake accent?
2: Fake accent?
1: Yes, British, American, we encourage our employees to get creative.
2: ..... I've been told that I can do a really good Indian accent...
1: WE'LL SEE YOU MONDAY!

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seriously, I think that's how it's done...

xoxo bella

THANK YOU~

I had a great birthday this year!! Usually my birthdays are meh, making me dread it as each year goes by, but this year it was surprisingly a good one! :)

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO TEXTED

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GREETED ME ON FB

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY HUGS! (mostly Sheena :P)

I don't know if I'm gonna go into detail here but.

27th September 2008:

I turned twenty one. The day was more or less okay. I was feeling really exhausted from having trouble sleeping two nights in a row, plus Body Jam session at the gym on Friday. So I was a bit loopy and weird and pretty much spouting nonsense the whole time.

Some birthday texts woke me up, but that ain't the worst way to get woken up right? :)

Tutorial, lecture (where the boys started to sing happy birthday but LKS walked in so I shushed them lol), lunch with Tzen (THANKS FOR LUNCH BABE) and then again at Excapade with Sheena and Grace where we were all giggly haha

I went back for a much needed nap.

Woke up to get ready for dinner.

Dinner (at OGH again) was quite fun. We had some funny conversations that I can't remember now.... but I do remember we were talking about when we were born, like who was the hardest to give birth to, what time were we born, etc. And my dad was telling us about an ailment one of my sisters had and we were asking why she had this ailment and he started to tell us that it happened before she was born.

Sisters: Huh? What do you mean?

Dad: You see, when you were conceived-

Me: I don't wanna hear this *plugs fingers into ears*

lol. I think he used the wrong word :S heh heh.

Argh. Can't remember what else. Anyhoos. Moving on.

28th September 2008:

I turned twenty one and a day! :) I had dinner plans with the gang at 6.30pm at Fratini's in KB. Tzen had asked me to pick her up so I texted her before I left home telling her that I was on my way.

So when I reached her place I gave her a call to see where she was. She picked up after a few rings.

T: Hello...?

B: Hey.. where are you??

T: omg!! I just woke up??

B: Er.. you do know that it's 6.15 right? I'm waiting outside your house.

T: ok ok! I'm so sorry!! I'll get ready now! Come up lah.

B: Nah it's okay, I'll just wait in the car.

T: Aiya come up lahh!!

B: No seriously, it's okay I'll just wait in the car. I need to call Fairuz anyway.

T: ohh.. okay then.

I hang up.

I called Fairuz. No answer.

I hung up feeling frustrated and just a little bit annoyed. I was thinking how inconsiderate it was that Tzen asked me to pick her up, and is making me wait because she didn't wake up in time, and I was also annoyed that Fairuz isn't answering my call or text. Then I started thinking, why was Tzen so adamant that I wait upstairs? If she can get ready quickly it wouldn't make sense for me to turn off the engine and walk upstairs only to go back down again?

It clicked.

OMG THEY'RE ALL UPSTAIRS AREN'T THEY!!!!

I started laughing and wondered if I should go up then. Hmmm, nah I think I'll just wait till Tzen calls me again (and I was sure she was gonna call me again if I was right)

TA-DAH my phone rings!!~

T: *nervously* I don't know what to wear!!

B: *resigned, but smiling* Okay, I'll come up

lol. Made my way upstairs. The living room was deserted. "Tzen~~" I sang out.

Her bedroom door was closed. I knocked. Tzen called out, "Come in"

And I opened the door to find darkness but the three candles lit on my birthday cake :)

"Happy Birthday Anna/Bella!" My friends said sheepishly.

:D

It was sooo funny and soooo sweet that they had planned this out. I didn't expect this at all, and I wish I did not figure things out at the last minute ^^ YOU GUYS DID NOT COUNT ON MY LAZINESS DID YOU! HAHAHAHAH it was funny because they were arguing over whose fault it was that their plan did not work :P

But thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!! It was seriously sweet!!

Special mentions!

Fairuz and Tzen: The masterminds of the plan~ lol. LOVE YOU WOMENNNNN

Tash, Ryan, Mandy, Sheena, Chong: For showing up! THANKIESSS

Iain: FOR THE CARD! I really do love it!! <3

Amee, Lina, Rinni: I know you wanted to be there, but couldn't. Don't worry I still love you guys!!

Pictures on fb, I can't be bothered to post them up here ^^ If you really cared to look you would go to fb now. GO! I SAY GO NOW!! LOL

Okay that is all.

LOVE YOU GUYS! I can't say that enough :D

xoxo bella

:(

Rinni has left the building (building = Brunei) haha!

I am gonna miss youuuuuuuuu RONNI! Glad to have had lots of hangouts during your last few weeks in Brunei :D LANGGAR _____ !!! (this is not a racist blog) Inside joke, har har :P

Anyway by the time you read this you shall be in the YOU-KAY! lols.

Take care, and I am sure you will do spectacularly in the final year of your degree :)

See you next summer chica!!! HUGS! <3

xoxo bella

You So Sexy Like Chopstick

lols! I had muchos fun with the girlies (plus Tashry) yesterday!! Was frickin' exhausted though. I had tutorial at 9 (which I almost forgot about, and hence, was late) then lecture 10 to 11.30 (it always ends half an hour earlier than it should) then I hung around FBEPS with Sheena, Grace and Nazey who got annoyed when we couldn't stop talking about food. WAH! :S

lols. Anyway the reason why I was hanging around there was because I was waiting for Rindy Windy and Miss Fairuzeta to come up bandar. Anyhoos they picked me up and we went to MOE (because Fairuz had to melapor) and then drove around (trying to find OGH HAHA we're so KBian hehe) then we went to Gadong where I couldn't stand the hunger and thus ate at Jollibee. With my friends who are fasting :S I only had a pear for breakfast, I'm so sorry!! but they didn't mind. :D
lalalala they sent me back to UBD cos I had Spanish at 3. Tzen no se siente muy bien (HARHAR the only thing I actually managed to say to Dr Paolo. so sad)

Rushed to work after that.

After work rushed to OGH.

Had dinner. At around 9, left for home. Sat in front of laptop trying to do assignment.

Went to bed around half past midnight.

Woke up at 8 for work :(

Worked till 2.30pm

Came home. blah blah blah I just realised what a boring post this is so I shall end it here :D

Rinni's leaving on the 19th :( :( :( :'( :'( There's just not enough sad smileys to describe how SAD I feel!!!! :( :(

I'm gonna miss hanging out with everyone so much!!! To be honest, you two are like the glue that brings us together. Other than that we're all just so busy, so caught up with other issues, so scattered all around the place.... I'm gonna miss you girlsssssssssss! :(

Gonna miss you toooo Miss Fairuz!!!! :( You haven't been home long enough!! And you're leaving on the 30th! :( But thanks for fixing your flight after my birthday :) WAH I FEEL SO SAD!!!! :( :(

Sigh.

End of suddenly sad post.

:(

xoxo bella

Birthdayyyyy

HOLLAAAA! *major celebration*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZEN!!!

love ya loads babe!!

fun times!!

Let's see I met Tzen a little over two years ago in State & Society (YUCK). She asked me for my notes, I lent them to her, and we've been inseparable ever since... LOL

It sounds stupid, but that is the truth though. :D

We had the same classes, we stayed in the same hostel block, and we basically hung out all the time.

Once, Tzen and I were heading towards our class, but I hung back a little because I was too lazy to walk fast. And Yani caught up with me and asked in a hushed voice, "What happened?" And I was like "what???" Yani: "How come you're not walking together? Did you guys argue?" And I laugheddddddddddddddd!!

I think that was when it dawned on us that we're strongly associated with each other. hahahahah

And how bout that time, that only time when we got into a real argument? And the subject of the argument was SO STUPID!!

MIB!

We had just finished an MIB lecture at Chancellor Hall, and had just fixed our hair and everything after taking off our tudungs. Coming out of the toilet....

T: Hey you've got something stuck to your kain
B: Oh? *looks down* Oh it's a sweet wrapper.

*brushes off wrapper*

Then I started to walk.

T: You're just gonna leave it there? *incredulous voice*
B: What? It's not my wrapper.
T: Yeah, but you're littering.
B: So??
T: So unethical!!

And I swear, the look on her face when she said that, like this look of disgust and disdain, really ticked me off.

B: SO? Do I look like I give a f***? It's just one tiny wrapper! I don't f***ing care!

(Yes I know my language, but I was really pissed off :P)

And at this point we were just screeching at each other. Then we fumed in silence all the way to Tzen's car (we had made plans to go eat after the lecture so we just automatically headed towards the car)

Silence.

Drove out of parking lot.

Silence.

Drove past entrance to UBD.

Silence.

Highway.

Tzen started to laugh, and I looked at her with a WTF look on my face.

T: Can you believe that we got pissed off at each other over a SWEET WRAPPER?

HAHAHA that pretty much broke the tension and I don't think we got into any other stupid arguments such as those :S But such a funny story!! :D

MBargooooooo!

Anyhoos, I've went off topic but yes that is basically some of the funny times during out friendship.

Tzen is probably the first (and possibly only) person that I've met that has the same violent mood swings as I do. Tis scary! We even have a psychic mood link! Our moods can be synchronised, or influenced easily by the other's. I dunno.We're weird people :P

Anyway Tzennypoooooo Happy 21st Birthday, though your mind is waaayyyyy advanced beyond your years :P *whispers* Tzen's mind is a dark and scary place.

HAHAHAHHA I just realised whatever I've said in this post is not necessarily nice. :S

Ok I'm editing this if Tzen doesn't like the content :P

Everyone say Happy Birthday to Tzen, or GET OUT!

love love.

xoxo bella

Birthdayyyyy

It is officially the birthday of my very very special friend: FAIRUZ!!! LOVE LOVE YOU LOADS!

Happy Birthday Fairuz!

Babe, I so can't wait for you to come home! :)

I MISS YOU, FAIRUZETA
you gorgeous gorgeous piece of ass :D

LAWA KAN! HAHAH stolen from her facebook! shhhhhh :P

I've been friends with Fairuz for yearssssss now, almost a decade! We (Rinni, Lina, Fairuz, Amee and I) are BFF's! I love my friends :D

Centralised post because Fairuz is the centre of my life

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Ciao bella!!!!!!!! (I learnt this from Fairuz :P)

Ok that is all. So basically what you learnt from today's post:

1) It is Fairuz's birthday
2) I miss Fairuz
3) I love Fairuz
4) We are getting married LOL
5) I don't know what the point of this was.

xoxo bella

Just For Show

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:17 AM):
Blog about bali
make a bruneian bella bali blog

-bella- says (12:17 AM):
nahh
too lazy

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:18 AM):
Blog about laziness!!! :D

-bella- says (12:18 AM):
you blog
:P
why do i have to do all the work

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:18 AM):
I don't have a blog :b

-bella- says (12:18 AM):
just write what you want

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:18 AM):
Cos it's YOUR blog!! lol

-bella- says (12:18 AM):
i'll copy paste
HAHAHA

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:19 AM):
Ok!! :D
Keep it short and sweet
*ahem*
Here goes:
Iain says hi!!!!
xoxo bella
lol

-bella- says (12:19 AM):
=___________=

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:19 AM):
hey i'm not as creative as you ok!!!

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:20 AM):
I have little more than that 3 word vocabulary!!!
:%

-bella- says (12:20 AM):
right.......

*help I.M - Iain cakap hi dengan "hyper-happy hippy hug" yang besar dan sebuah "wonderous wigle wave" says (12:20 AM):
Iain says hi!!


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As per instructions above: Iain says hi.

xoxo bella ;)

Still Waiting...

Wahhhhhhhh when will the wait be over?

I'm talking about the results, people. I know my results are gonna suck, but the suspense is killing me! :(

I've been eating too much lately. My cravings, intensified by pms. :( grrrr.

Anyway I was saying to my sister G and cousin R two nights ago:

B: Gawd, I need an appetite suppressant.

R: Why?

B: I've been eating too much *pats tummy*

G: There's donuts on the table.

B & R: =________=

I mean, what did I just say??? I ended up eating those donuts too :( :( :(

DAMMIT!!

Me getting fat... No good no good

xoxo bella

Crankiness Over

... methinks?

pms is over and I am now cramping. But I'm beginning to feel happy again? I think ler... Also it may be a result of Vicki and I singing the duet of Lucky (I was Jason Mraz, she was Colbie Caillat) lol, we did pretty well if I can say so myself :D

I watched Kung Fu Panda!! This time I really watched it at the cinema with mi familia. It's quite good, they really managed to make the concept of animals doing kung-fu quite cool. Plus, the plotline ain't too bad, and it's funny too! :)

And hey, do you guys feel sleepy after watching a movie? I always do. HAHAHA

My eyes are itching and stinging right now so I can't say more. Talk more later.

edit!!!

I am post-shower and smell gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood :D

And my eyes are now itch- and sting-free ^^

YES I AM DEFINITELY BACK TO HAPPY!! I do love Lucky :D :D :D

anyhoos!! Randomnesssss baybehhh!

I HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN MY HANDS ON SCRUBS SEASON 7!! Thank you piracy! Although it's only the first 11 episodes, the ones I'm guessing they managed to squeeze out before the writers' strike. I curse the day that strike happened! So many shows I have watched only halfway. PRIVATE PRACTICE!! CHUCK!!!!

OOOH OOOH!! You guys should totally watch Jericho. It is awesome-ness. It's also a bit scary in how realistic it seems, you can totally imagine that's how it must be like in a nuclear terrorist attack :(

*reads Wiki entry*

HOLY *&%F&^&EF&^E^&U!!!!!!! They CANCELLED Jericho?!?!??!?! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so good!! :( STUPID DUMB PALOI DAMMIT!!!! I'm so angry >:(

WHY? WHY DO THIS TO ME?? Make me love a show only to just snatch it away again. Oh cruel fate!~

*sigh* fine... at least I'll still have Private Practice and Chuck. Hmm. Yes I know I watch too many shows. Give me something else that I might love doing and I might stop.

And by "doing" I don't mean anything sexual!!! >_>

OH! Which reminds me (please don't ask me how I made this connection)

GOOD LUCK I A I N !!!!!

Iain's having his exams and he's a nervous little bunny (his words, not mine) Let's all wish him luck! :D

We all know you'll do great because you're a genius! :D and hey!!! You'll be back on MSN after it's all over! ^^

Ah, I cramp. Okie dokes, I'll continue watching Jericho again, though what's the point anymore... :(

second edit!!!

Ok, I don't wanna seem heartless by putting this last, but Happy Fathers' Day!!!! We don't really celebrate it (not because we're terrible daughters) but my dad really doesn't believe in Fathers' Day, Mothers' Day or even birthdays. :( Makes it hard to have much festivity during those days but sometimes we all say AH HECK!! and celebrate it anyway :) So... to all fathers:

Happy Fathers' Day

xoxo bella

ps: cranky no more, hiatus no more? but I still......................

Reminiscence ft. Ronni Marlipono

I had dinner with Rindy Windy last night. Basically we gossiped (about other people because our own lives are so boring, lol) and then we started reminiscing about the good ol' days in PJN. So fun, those times, when we barely had anything to worry about. And everything was so much easier. And we were all so much happier. *sigh*

Anyway, recalling some of our antics back in PJN:

• That time when we were doing those gas tests or whatever, I can't remember. But one of those tests required that we test the gas with a damp litmus paper. Rinni and Deidre (who were lab partners) were like, "Is the litmus paper damp?" And they were panicking because the gas was already escaping and they started yelling at each other (and the rest of the class) SOMEBODY DAMP THE LITMUS PAPER! SOMEBODY DAMP THE LITMUS PAPER! and suddenly Rinni started singing like some Broadway musical, "Somebody damp the litmus paper~ Somebody damp the litmus paper~" I think I laughed till I cried that day. LOL. Also it just occurred to me that "damp" is not a verb. :P
• That time when I almost set myself on fire. I reached over for something and I remembered thinking, "Wow, my arm feels so hot." and I looked down and realised the bunsen burner was right under my arm. lol. It melted my baju kurung a bit :s
• That time when Rinni broke the glass lens and Tashry took the blame for it (and habis kena goreng by Miss Chin :S :S awww so nice of him to do that)
• OH OH OH RIN REMEMBER THE SILVER BOOK!!!! OMG where is it now????
• HAHAHAHHAHA RIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember POA???? "Isn't it-ah?" LMAO!!! I remembered that time when she asked me, "Annabella, are you Chinese?" and Rinni was like, "No, no, the Chong is just there for decoration"
• "Cheh-mistry, bah, kamu ada blajar Cheh-mistry?" Rinni:"Awu, chu-dah" HAHAHAHAHHA
• When Mr. Kwan called me Chong that one time, and Rinni started calling me that too. "Eh, Chong!"
• Fairuz's habit of singing everything. "Foolscap paper!~" "Annabella Chong Suk Mei~ Annabella! Annabella! Annabella~"
  

Oh man... those were good times....

I wanna build a time machine. I should've taken Physics. LOL.

xoxo bella

ps: It's Friday the 13th! No wonder my day was kinda sucky.

A Word Of Advice....

... if someone is obviously in a bad mood, and is projecting a "leave me alone" vibe... YOU LEAVE HER ALONE.

Do not ask incessant questions: What's wrong? Are you okay? Did I do something?

Do not make silly jokes: (Insert lame joke here that will annoy you if you are in a bad mood)

Just don't do anything other than leave that person alone.

xoxo bella

ps: And by someone, I mean me.

Early Hours

Woo! I haven't been up this early since last year exams, unless you count those times where I've stayed up till 6am :P

I sent Fairuz off last night :( I am missing her already, my love <3 Hahaha, Rinni's coming back soon so I don't miss her as much, it's like she's gone off for a short holiday :D


That would be Fairuz (holding her nephew Uden), me (hugging her other nephew Qoid), Tash and Lina.

Her nephews are cute!!

Oh Tash was mean yesterday. We were just standing around, and he was pointing at my top, and said:

Tash: Hey, what's that?
Bella: (looks down) Oh, just a piece of lint. (brushes it off)
Tash: Was that... dandruff??????
Bella: WHAT, no! I don't have dandruff
Tash: Sure looks like dandruff
Bella: It's NOT dandruff!!!!
Lina: It's not dandruff bah eh...
Tash: It is!!
Bella: It's not!!!
Lina: It's not!! Can't you see that her hair is still damp?? She just washed her hair..
Tash: So??
Lina: There's only dandruff when it's dry, not wet
Bella: IT'S NOT DANDRUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol

I'm sensitive about my hair ok. lol.

Ok gotta run now.

xoxo bella

ps: having a headache now. I wonder if it's the same one from last night. :S

S'up.

Hellow mellow!

I'm procrastinating. I am supposed to prepare my presentation for Company Accounting. Except that I have no freakin' idea how to do it. Grr. It's so hard... it's so hard...

Ok, I continue.

ROFL

But anyhoos yeah, other groups also dunno. The book is damned useless. Know how to ask question only but then answer nada pun in the book.

Anything new? I know I wanted to blog about something, but I can't remember what.

Sigh.

Oh yeah, Rinnayyy and Yus are baaaaaaaaaaaacccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

WHooooHooooooo!!! Gotta meet up soon babes! =)

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Is it weird how friends can drift apart so easily?

Considering it's hard to actually form a bond between two people, how come it's easy to just stop talking, to stop seeing each other, and not even have it affect your life significantly?

And you'll only realise it when someone asks, "So what's new with so-and-so?" and you don't have any idea.

I can count the number of good friends with whom I've been out of touch with for ages on one hand.

I always wonder whether we could still be friends now, because we've changed a lot over the years. Surface friends, maybe, but never with that same closeness we used to have.

But you know what they say, true friends are forever. =)

So much love to mi amigas! <33

Ok, will continue to stare blankly at textbook now. Stupid question.

xoxo bella

ps: My head's in overdrive again. I can't stop thinking about things I don't wanna think about.

Where The Fun?

My blog has really gone down the drain hasn't it? I was going through my archives and I realised that it has gone from semi-entertaining to just plain boring.

What do what do?

You know, I always end up playing the role of the peacemaker. I hate conflicts and arguments and fights and tension and discomfort and what-else-the-thesaurus-may-come-up-with. It seems like I always have this urge to calm the atmosphere and act neutral.

It sucks, because I always feel the pressure to remain on the fence and not say anything negative about either side.

They say Libras are good are looking at the whole picture. They must be right. (fyi, I'm a Libra. The scales. Having the ability to balance both sides.)

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Everyone seems to be annoying me lately. I guess I'm feeling irritable, but everyone seems to really have the ability to push my buttons easily.

Selfish

Stop doing things for yourself only and letting me everyone else scurry around and trying to juggle everything. Wouldn't kill you to lend a helping hand once in a while.

Arrogant

Get your head out of your ass and realise that you might not be better than me. And I might, and this may be hard to comprehend, but I just MIGHT know as much stuff as you do. I'm so sorry that I may seem like a phillistine once in a while, dammit.

LAZY LAZY LAZY

(*^&^$%#%$# For fck's sake. I just... God, I don't know.

/vent

So annoyed.

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On a lighter note, I've managed to squeeze three visits to the gym this week.

*dances around*

I'll try to go more frequently next week. Have to go during mornings since I'm working at night, damn it all.

Who wants to go with me?! PLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I want a buddy to go during mornings 'cause I don't really wanna be alone in the classes. It would be pretty obvious if I can't keep up and stop to take a break. Which I always do. =(

OH speaking of gym, I went to Yoga the other night with Ryan. This girl just basically folded herself in half and like managed to raise her legs and bend them over so that her feet were on the floor behind her head. Okay wait lemme give you a visual.


LOL seriously that's how our faces looked like. Never seen it done so effortlessly. Then she rolled herself so that she was back on her feet.

I WANT ALSO. Can you imagine what I can do with such flexibility???

I'll let your imaginations run free with that statement. :D

xoxo bella

Stuff It.

Hola chicas (y chicos)! Today's the last day of my so-called holiday. I have a test and assignments to complete but I've yet to start on any. I never could study at home. Too comfy... Bed... MMMmmmmmm...

I got a haircut today, nothing new I just really needed to trim my bangs, I am so sick of clipping it back. I have two zits on my forehead that I can now hide :D

Anyhoo I bought some useless stuff from the $1.80 store. Damn you for having cute and cheap stuff, LETHAL COMBINATION!

Ehh ehhhh my biceps macam karas lahh... HUAHAHAHHA setayi baru two classes of Body Pump saja. Tomorrow again! YARRR!

Oh by the way, it begins today. "It" being my strict eating regiment. No lar. I don't do diets. Seriously though, CNY has not been kind to my waistline. My body is mean to me, because all the fats go down to my bottom. I wanted to buy a new pair of jeans just now and tried it on and....

T.T

Malas wanna say. Sakit hati only. BENCI I! :(

Imma have to watch what I eat from now on. My aims:
- more fruits in my diet
- everything in MODERATION
- RESIST ALL CRAVINGS!
- no more suppers for me
- more veggies too
- apa lagi ah
- oh yeah WATER ONLY! occasionally a soft drink once a week.

Why was I born with a love for food? :(

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So yeah I should've blogged yesterday. Brunei's 24th National Day.

I spent the whole morning in bed, how's that for patriotism?

Okay, I'm a citizen, but I won't be one of those people who pretend that they're all patriotic and stuff.

There is no ideal nation, and Brunei is no exception. Okay so I bitch once in a while about how Brunei is all restrictive and shit, but I'm lucky to be living in a country that takes good care of their people.

Education? Free.
Medical facilities? (Mostly) Free.
CHEAP PETROL! :D

Although sometimes it's annoying, I kinda like that Brunei is so small that everyone knows everyone, it's like we're one big family. Sometimes it feels like I'm related to soooo many people here, I'll meet some random person at school/work and find out I'm related through them somehow. Bah.

OH which reminds me. A bit stale news but how bout the whole "controversy" about that blogger who dissed UBD eh? I got a bit insulted (how can I not, I'm a UBD student la) but there is a grain of truth in her grammatically-wrong sentences. Tapi kan. No need to be so negative lar. And don't sound like you're too damn good for UBD. I have my own complaints about UBD, but I guess progress is there, no matter how slow.

And my only (lame) defence is, you want to study overseas but your English like crap lah. I don't remember what she said, but I remember one of her first sentences: "I want to continue my study in UK" My yeecky-grammar alarm went off. After that I don't wanna really read the whole thing. Oh yeah I was doing my work at FBEPS-FASS the other day and some students were talking about it, and they were saying how the now-infamous blogger wanted to take Psychology but UBD doesn't offer it, and I eavesdropped heard them say:

"Oh I know why she wanna take Psychology bah, ia mental"

HAHHAHAHAHA so funny k. I was trying so hard to not look like I was kaypoh-ing. Haha.

Alritey, I'm off. Going up Bandar later.

xoxo bella

Sudden Weird Obsession

Weh I suddenly find Omarion uber hot yo. As I said to Ryan, "I find him hot in that need-to-take-a-cold-shower hot..." to which he just replied uncomfortably, "Okay..."

Huahahahha! Hot wah his body. Omarion, not Ryan. But don't worry Ryan, months of Body Pump will get you closer :D then maybe you can call yourself Oma-ryan heh-heh-heh

Also he's such a yummy dancer. Please watch You Got Served to know what I mean. I watched it a few days ago. Sucky storyline but his moves... So hot. Oh gawd...

brb

*splash cold water on face*

hahah jk. A bit. =P

I'm trying to find a picture of him shirtless...

Why, hellooooo there.... *pervy smile*

So cool in white :D

Marques Houston (also in You Got Served) and Omarionnnnn

omg! I know why I find him so hotttt! Just look at this here pic ^

Wawawawawa

xoxo bella

ps: I am not a pervert :(

Maelstrom

Hey people. My mind's in a pretty weird place right now. I think my moods and behaviour have been quite erratic. It's pretty annoying. I come off as weirder than usual. (Scary thought ain't it. Just when you thought I can't get any weirder)

I miss feeling like myself. There are moments of clarity when I do feel fine again. But then those moments all fade away in comparison to the long long hours of numbness that set in.

Too dramatic? Too emo? Helloooo this is ME over here *points at me, myself, the emo/drama queen*

I actually typed out a post last night but blogger wouldn't let me publish it. Which is a relief, because I typed it out when I was feeling really low, so when I reread it just now I was disgusted by how pitiful it sounded. PATHETIC is the word. OMG I just can't be left alone with my thoughts for too long. I actually made a list of things that reminded me of him. A pretty long list.

One of the things that is now ruined forever for me is minesweeper. One of my favourite games ever, ruined by an asshole. Oh for shame.

The area under my right eye keeps twitching!! (Yes Mandy it's still twitching since Sunday)

I was told by two people that it signifies impending bad luck.

Fck!! Meaning so far it's been good luck lar! OMG. Maybe I should just drive into a ditch and get it over with.

Work has been a great great great distraction for me. Haha. But I'm kinda drowning in a pile of paperwork. Just when I think I can finish my work, either a) I have to go rush to the bank, or b) someone puts a new stack of paperwork for me to sort out. Ah the working life.

Really lor, they just keep coming! Soon you'll just see this mountain of papers with my lifeless hand protruding from the pile.

It's kinda sad that I'll be leaving in about two more weeks, 'cause I've finally begun to settle in the place. Haha. Gawd, UBD seems like a distant memory.

Soon it'll be back to skipping attending lectures again.

But I can't wait to see everyone again! Miss everyone! Miss lepak-ing in Bandar! =)

I still suck at driving. =)

I hope I'll meet new people this upcoming semester. I like making new friends.

OH it is Ryan's birthday tomorrow!! Birthday boy!!!!!! I probably will be too comatose to do anything social tomorrow though... =( Never mind, I blog about you lah k. You, my fellow attention whore, would probably like that.

What can I say about Ryan Leong? Ummmmmm.....

He still has not gotten over his obsession with the payung song. Sometimes he finds the weirdest things funny. I can't remember what right now, but I know that he's made some unfunny jokes that he can laugh for minutes at but we'll just be like 0_0

He can be nice. Sometimes.

Sushi buddy!! Clubbing buddy!! Drinking buddy!!!

He is obsessed with American Idol. =/ Really weird lah, but I think he's an American at heart. (Or so he desperately wants to be)

Do not question his knowledge of movies/tv shows/music or anything remotely pop culture. Seriously, Ryan's word is LAW in those areas. (Yes I keep telling him, he needs a life, but denial is a river in Egypt. Get it? Denial = The Nile *zing*)

He is a great bitching partner. But then sometimes all his comments sound the same after a while. Usually: "he/she/they should just all die!" Venomous.

What else... what else... Argh I can't seem to think of anything else I should blog about.

Blah you just have to be satisfied with that lar bitch. =) OH OH Ryan is my bitch!!! =)

HAHAHAHAHAHA Actually not so much anymore lah. I've been nice, haven't I?

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y R Y A N!

Anyhooooo I am sleepy... bye byeeeee

Note: this post is subject to edits if Ryan is displeased with its contents. But I don't think he comes around here often, so hey maybe I can diss him and he won't ever find out. Ryan! BITCH! >=)

The Art of Giving

Hellooo again!

I may or may not be getting a job soon. I don't wanna jinx it so I'm gonna shut up about it now.

Crap, what I wanna blog about already ah? Forgot.

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

Oh yeah! I was just thinking about random stuff bah, and I realised that a LOT of my friends' birthdays are coming up. I just feel bad because I very very very very rarely give gifts (although I love receiving them).

It's not that I'm stingy or anything (I'm not, honestly!) but I am totally CLUELESS on what to give. I really don't know. My own family also I don't buy gifts wah. I suck! =(

How can I perfect the art of gift-giving? Anyone? *readies pen and notepad*

Anyhoooooo you people whose birthdays' coming up! Tell me what you want ar! Will make life easier for me tu! hint hint a bit also can. HAAHAHHAHAH

And me?

A simple greeting is good enough for me. *looks down humbly* ^_^

HAHHAAHAH seriously I'm just happy if people actually remember. Very sad lah if my OLD OLD friends actually forgot my birthday. Oh Rin? =)

Shite I can't decide if I wanna go out or not tonight... It's raining though, so I kinda malas lah.

AH I have not seen certain people in WEEKS!! TZEN! RYAN! SHEENA! GRACE!! MANDY!!! (I forgot I saw you last night, but only for a while.) Oh but I saw Ryan's car last night. And my parents saw Tzen yesterday morning. HAHAHHA yeah. Random~

I been a hermit! =)

Okeh I wanna shower. Bye bye