You're Oh-So-Charming

Dad: *berates little sister* Why are you acting like that? Macam anak orang utan! (Translation: Like the offspring of an orang utan!)

Bella: ..... Won't that make you the orang utan?

Dad: .........

Everyone else: LOL

:D

xoxo bella

Take A Sad Song And Make It Better

I imagine that this is how some local radio stations hire their djs.

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1: We look for specific qualities in our djs.
2: Yes I understand. I can speak fluently in English and Malay, I'm easy to get along with, I'm-
1: No, no, firstly, I must ask.... Are you annoying?
2: What?
1: Annoying. Irritating. We like to annoy our listeners whenever we can. Especially early in the morning. That's always fun.
2: Er.....?
1: OR you could just speak in a fake accent?
2: Fake accent?
1: Yes, British, American, we encourage our employees to get creative.
2: ..... I've been told that I can do a really good Indian accent...
1: WE'LL SEE YOU MONDAY!

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seriously, I think that's how it's done...

xoxo bella

For A Moment I Can Tell I've Got You

Give this a listen:

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This song struck a chord in me (no pun intended), I couldn't help but tear up...

I just found the melody so beautiful and simple, and the lyrics...

"Empty stage, with nothing but this girl
Singing this simple melody and
Wearing her heart on her sleeve.."

I don't know. I think I'm in a super emo mood... but it is a beautiful song imo. :)

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Don't you wish that you could just erase bad memories in your mind? Or blunt their effect on you? I know that you learn from pain, it makes you grow.. but sometimes it's just too much. I've tried steeling myself against hurt, but it just made me feel like it's there in a box somewhere, and one day that box will fall apart and all those emotions will break me.

I kind of have this fear that I may go crazy when I'm older. I'm totally serious. Because right now I'm struggling to keep all my emotions under control and it's getting harder and harder...

This is not making me sound good, is it? PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME FRIENDS :'(

I reread that article on why the 21st century is making us so miserable. Give it a read. It's a really good one.

Sigh. I think I'm drifting away from friends. I've had an awkward text conversation earlier with someone who used to be a good friend. One MSN convo that ended abruptly because I was just plain tired of making small talk. One that wasn't much of a convo in the first place, because we had nothing to talk about. All these with people I used to confide in. I don't know what's happening.

I need a change of scenery. I need to surround myself with something unfamiliar. I need to get out. I need help. :(

EMO TO THE MAXXX.

Night people.

xoxo bella

<3

I AM SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH DAVID CHOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awesome awesome.

I think he''s one of those artists who made it big through Youtube? (heheheheh I think there's an innuendo there somewhere)

Here are some of my favourites.

.......... Nothing Comes To Mind

It's tiring to come up with titles too you know?

I'm not even near halfway through MAC. I'm just so tired. And maybe feeling a little defeated. I mean if I did not so great for something I actually studied for (studied quite thoroughly and in advance too I might add) what's the freaking point eh?? But nvm, I shall persevere. (I hope.) Am feeling a little sleepy now.

I don't know what is up with my body lately, but I think I've been looking very tired/sickly for the past few weeks or something. There are permanent shadows under my eyes and my lips are constantly dry and I just look pale all the time. I was thinking that I look like Morticia now.

Morticia Addams

............ Dammit she's gorgeous. No, no I don't look like her. Errrr oh yeah I was thinking of Lily Munster.

"Hwoaaaarrrrr!!!!"

LOL! Well minus the hair. And the lipstick. And uh.... Ah well I look pale and ghostly that's the nutshell of it =____=

Also my backaches are back again. If I don't get enough rest, I'm like practically bedridden. AND! My period is late again. (Screw it, I'm talking about my menstrual cycle whether you like it or not NEHHH!!) I think if this goes on (the irregularities I mean) I'm gonna go see the doctor. A bit worried about it.

Anyway yeah, obviously I am not in the best shape... :( Gotta start gymming again.... It's just SO expensive! And I need a gym buddy!! One that is not lazy! (Like me.)

Okay ttyl guys mwahs

xoxo bella

:(

I was searching for my result slip for my third semester so I turned my room upside down looking for it... Found my notebook from a year ago.

Specifically the one from second semester.

All the doodles..... His name written everywhere. "I don't want to study, I just want to sit here and daydream about him." I actually wrote that. wtf. I don't miss him at all, but I do miss feeling that way about someone. And have that someone feel the same way. Also I realised that people in love are disgusting. Because I was embarrassed for myself, reading what I wrote. lol.

Anyway, long story short, I'm depressed now and my result slip is still missing. :( :( :(

xoxo bella

ps: I did laugh at what I wrote though. Apparently I was feeling a little down and listening to Foolish Games by Jewel and writing down the lyrics... And under that I wrote: Note to self, do not listen to sad songs when you are already depressed.

Love It!

I should stop posting from other sites, but I just had to share the joy!

Presenting GOD'S FACEBOOK!




source: CollegeHumor/Geekologie

Ok back to MAC.

xoxo bella

WHAT IN THE FREAKING HELL

I know I'm supposed to be on hiatus. but screw it, I've already broken my fb hiatus, and last night my msn hiatus as well

ANYWAY! I JUST HAD TO POST THIS (warning: may inflict trauma on sight, mind and overall screw you up lol)



source: geekologie!!! i love this site mannnn

OMG WTF I WAS IN GIGGLES BUT ALSO HORRIFIED LIKE HOW YOU WOULD REACT TO A LITTLE KID FALLING FLAT ON HIS FACE EXCEPT IT'S REALLY REALLY FUNNY LOLOLOLOLOL

seriously, what in the freaking hell was this shit? (SEE WHAT I DID THERE :D)

destressing - xoxo bella

Gonna Be Okay

DAH DAH DOO DOO JUST DANCE SPIN THAT RECORD BABY DAH DAH DOO DOO

:D

No I have not lost my mind (that I know of), but I am totally addicted to Lady Gaga's Just Dance!

It makes me want to go clubbing/dancing. :(

Oh another song I'm playing on repeat: Another Way To Die from Jack White & Alicia Keys. It's the theme song from Quantum of Solachi Solace. WHICH I saw last Friday btw. It was very meh. James Bond travels all over the world and gets shot at lots of times. All the while with a very unruffled expression. I don't even know what the whole movie was about (though I did not watch Casino Royale but imo you should at least make it so it could be a standalone!) HAHAHAHA I am suddenly reminded of a lame joke Tashry told me about James Bond on msn.

"So James Bond wants to withdraw money from the ATM. He thinks: 'What's my PIN number again? Oh right *keys in number*... zero... zero... seven...'"

HAHAHAHAH that made me LOL so hard.

I'm feeling very chirpy atm because I just came from Sheena's blog. That Maple at Midnight thing is FUNNAY! Very Asian, but still hilarious. youtube it yourself if you haven't seen it, i'm too lazy to post the link (or type properly for that matter hahaha)

OHHHH I AM LOVING MUSIC ATM!

The whole of Sunday (when I took breaks from tax) I karaoke-d with me sister. Then on the way up to Bandar we sang along to my song collection. WE SHOULD TOTALLY GO KTV SOMEWHERE! You know like have drinks, big group of people, great song collection to wail your lungs out to. FUN EH? After exams! Group destress activity. SINGING ORGY! AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH

Crap I am so totally hyper.

Here's the random part of my post:

Keane - The Lovers Are Losing

I dreamed I had nothing at all, nothing but my own skin

TA PEOPLE!

xoxo bella

Hello hello

I wasn't planning to blog at all today but my blog is sad and empty.

Hello you who's reading! :)

Anyway.

YAY FOR OBAMA! lols. I don't know why I feel happy that he won (would affect me in no way whatsoever) but I know I'm happy that McCain didn't win, being pro-war and all that. Obama would mean less deployments to Iraq! NO WAR PPL! *randomly political*

Also, hey, the first African-American President! :')

Okay I should go now. I'VE BEEN PROCRASTINATING!!

xoxo bella

ps: oh yeah, I didn't get to blog the other day but 4th November (Tuesday) was my sister Gloria's birthday! So a happy belated birthday to her!! (I know you read my blog ting :D SHOUTOUT!)